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what i would give for the world to continue spinning for me

 I feel blank.


Jisung walked around the campus, earbuds in his ears. One of his hands held his books, all while his mind wandered away. 


I’m touched-starved.


His other hand, the hand that was free, the one that was not holding anything, started to curl up around him, making him smaller than he already was. He felt the urge to suddenly run, but he kept himself walking to his destination, keeping his face passive. 


I want someone to hug me. I don’t know how to ask, though. 


When he reached the library, he took a deep breath, willing himself to move forward properly. He couldn’t wait to be here after a really long time, so being at a place where it was quiet but also never really visited finally gave him the peace he always wanted. 


Is it, though? I want someone to talk to. 


He pushed that thought away, shaking his head as he found himself in front of a classroom. He checked the time on his phone, surprised to find himself almost 15 minutes early. That’s a first, he thought silently, walking into the empty classroom nonetheless. He took a seat, sure that his books were all set nicely. Once he was set, he just let his mind wander, trying to make complete sense of them.


Why do I feel like this every single day?


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  1. Nibby11 October 2024 at 23:07

    Wow 😳 that's really good. Do you accept constructive criticism, just asking?

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